What a Saturday...

Hey guys
sry i forgot to blog yesterday night xD .. NO DEE NOT BCOS OF THAT! I was just way too tired... whoooa that was a weird day yesterday omfg ... ive got so much to tell well first i rode to school to help u know? I guess i already told ya about that! So i rode to school and claudi and fu wanted to wait for me there.. after 10 minutes i arrvied ( i was kinda late but who cares xD ) but i only saw claudi... fu wasnt there so we waited but she didnt arrive... thats why we went inside to get our scout tshirts a.s.o Muahaha xD nice shirts! they were more than lovely ^^ ... well i added some pics as u can see xD nice huh? anyways soo we started scouting for whateva .. that word doesnt exist but u know what? i dont care ^^ .... so it was soo much fun to help those parents xD ... and the kids omg they were so cute i wanted to hug them all but i didnt :( i should have -.- .... i regret it now haha ... soo it was fun there bcos claudi and i kept lookin for sth to eat ^^ ..durin that time furugh came :D .. it was so much fun there but in the end we hadnt got that much to do -.- and well it wasnt funny all the time bcos of someone... that one really annoys me!!! Im not a doll or sth, cant u treat me normal like any other girl O.o ? i totally hate that ewww.... anyways claudi protected me haha ... dont ask xD! afterwards claudi, fu and me ate lunch together unhealthy but who cares xD ... so now the worst part of the day happened -.- .... i rode home and my dad was like hey come over here and read this letter... so i did that ... my brother quitted school again -.- ... again and again.... i was like uhmmmm ohh ..... so i was ok ... but then i went upstairs i talked to friends and so on ... it was a normal day .. soo then i went to bed bcos i was way too tired to stay awake til midnight without sleep ... (nadine and claudi wanted to come in the evening) ... so i went to bed and slept for a while .. suddenly i woke up bcos i heard my dad argued with someone.... i didnt even recognize that i woke up! i was just lyin there and listenin ... he was arguin with my brother.... bcos of this letter... he really quitted school again! wtf he's 18!! cant he act like that? no he cant... so i was lyin there almost cryin .. i prayed for my brother again -.- like i always do... i wanted my dad to stop shoutin at him and i wanted my brother to be more responsible! they kept arguin but this time my dad totally freaked out bcos he quitted school for the 3rd time!! how can he do that?!!!! I was soo sad, depressed and much more.. it hurts me so much when my brother does sth like that ... well my brother and i arent really close.. but nevertheless it hurts me and he fuckin knows that! Sooo well i was sad and i tried to hide the feelings like always... anyways so i ignored my brother... and i was sittin at my computer and talkin to anna .... she cheered me up .. luuv u anna <33 .. yeah i felt better bcos i know that one day everythin is going to be alright for me and my brother and my whole family of course! so i was sittin here preparin the cellar so that nadine and claudi could come... soo they arrived at 7.50pm we went downstairs watched tv, drank and ate.. it was soo much fun we watched german idol and many comedy shows xD .... omfg i laughed so much my stomach hurt... i was lyin on the "bed" with nadine and claudi .. and i couldnt stop laughing xD .... wow i was like HAHAHAHAHA .... but we watched my fave comedy show xD ... unfortuanetly they went home at 00.30 :( .. oh wait i forgot that we watched a cinderella story xD im totally in love with that movie! Ok then i tidied up and went to bed but i took my laptop to check my messages.. so answered them and then i wanted to go to bed xD and MISS DEEDEE wrote me xD we kept talkin and she thought i was drunken -.- i dont even know why! so we kept talkin we were like no im not yes u are noo... and she made me laughed the whole night xD and she wanted me to sing that alcohol song ... its a german one... i didnt know that one xD she forced me to sing it but i didnt Muahaha... and then guess what... she sang it hahaha... shes danish!! HAHA u should have heard it xD btw i saved it so if anyone wants to hear it ^^ ... oops sry dee xD ... and then i went to bed at 2.30am i think.... soo today is a relaxin day ok it isnt... i wanted to study friday, didnt i? but i didnt -.- and i wanted to study today! did i start yet? no i didnt xD will i study later? hope so xD ... so i will meet up with jasmin at 5 o'clock to make our history presentation... my fave subject ^^ sure! Haha i guess thats all xD ... but i will post a new blog later xD ... fun fun fun ^^ ...

luuv ya Steffi

PS: Miss DeeDee was totally drunken thats why she kept writing crap ^^